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Correction!

Thu, 26 Jan 2006 23:13:23 GMT

HEY EVERYONE.

Sun, 07 Aug 2005 00:23:11 GMT

gomattou

Meh, I'll be erasing everyone from this journal.

One. Two Three.

Tue, 07 Jun 2005 05:16:07 GMT

01 You cannot have this username, if you will be willing to ask in the future... no.
02 Don't use 'forgot my password', because it just gets e-mailed to me. ;3
03 Add me @ gomattou if you wish to see my real journal.
04 That's it.

Because I need space and offline life shi... shiz.

Wed, 18 May 2005 08:34:28 GMT

Again, I have moved to gomattou. I need real LJ friends, so if you want to add me there, please do so.

Thanks. If you're going to complain why I moved again, I don't think you should add me.

...

Mon, 16 May 2005 09:48:09 GMT

7 months till my birthday. :D Joy.

Damn I can't wait. XD

I got AIM. :D

Sun, 15 May 2005 07:43:49 GMT

I got AIM. I have zero buddies. ;___;

Oh yeah, my previous screen name Goyubari ain't mine. :3 It's my cousin's. XD

Add Sakuran Chou/sakuranchou to your buddies, please? ;O; PRETTY PRETTY PRETTY PLEASE?! XD

Oh, and while you're at it, add transculence in Yahoo, too! XD

And axaichou@hotmail.com in your MSNs. XD

Bah, I'm bored no one talks to meh. ;o;

Squealers!!!! O

Sat, 14 May 2005 02:58:41 GMT

Some things I'd like to share. ^___^

( Zero ~Shisei no Koe~ )
Fatal Frame III

I cannot wait for this to come out. I'm excited of knowing what the plot is all about. As much as I enjoyed playing FF2, I want to play this one, too. ( Of course I will always think that FF2 is the best ). The main character is Rei Kurosawa. Hmm. Might be a relation with Sae Kurosawa! ♥

( Amano Tsukiko - Koe )
Voice

This is something worth fangirling for. I simply have no patience for this single. AKA: I can't WAIT for it! Although it's gonna be released on July 27, 2005... agh. This song will be the theme song for Fatal Frame III! Since her song, "Chou" is very popular, I think they decided she do the theme song again for the third installment~ OH THE EXCITEMENT! ♥♥♥

( Ryohei Chiba - Stand Your Ground )
W-inds Prime of Life concert

One of the things that made me love Ryohei so much is his solo in the Prime of Life tour! OMG~! ♥ His dancing and singing here is so hot! No wonder Prime of Life is my favorite album of theirs~! It didn't make me squeal but it made me go "arooo" on Ryohei. <3 As much as I loved his solo, I do wish he doesn't get a solo career, because I want W-inds to stick together~ ♥!

( Download ) Ryohei's solo in Prime of Life. <3 Sorry guys, I deleted the PV. ^^;

[ If you've noticed, offline life isn't blogged much lately. That's because everything's so bitchy right now. ^^ ]

Click me please. ;O;

It's hard to be calm at times like this. T_T;

Fri, 13 May 2005 06:37:03 GMT

Very hard. Amano is releasing a single on July, as she is doing the theme song for ( Fatal Frame 3 ). Oh my God. I can't wait. If July isn't getting sooner, I will go JSUFFFAAJlLJ on the people on my YM list. Beware if I IM you random things. XD

AIM died on me, bawooohoo. ;__;

AMANO TSUKIKO I COMMAND YOU TO RELEASE THE SINGLE NOW!!! XD

Hahaha. Grr. Random posting again. :3

( Download ) Since I'm just too happy about Amano releasing a single, I decided to give Ningyo a download. :3 Try it, it's a pretty cool song.

OMG. XD

Thu, 12 May 2005 09:18:59 GMT

I am feeling so much better now. Look at this layout, it's inspired by saihara, quruli, furukei and koneko. :) ♥ is message. *3*

Ryohei is so hot, dammit. He's my favorite in the band. When he says "shuunkan dake" or something like that, it makes me go ♥_♥ harharhar. Random posting, yes.

transculence: RYOHEI.
transculence:
Izzy x3 : XDDDDDDD
Izzy x3 : Keiiiiiita. 8D;
transculence: RYOHEI.
transculence: XD
Izzy x3 : KEITA.
Izzy x3 : XDDDD
transculence: RYOHEI.
transculence: XD
Izzy x3 : NUU.
transculence: RYOHEI.
Izzy x3 : KEITA.
transculence: XD
transculence: RYOHEI.
transculence: XD
Izzy x3 : KEITA!!
Izzy x3 :
transculence: RYOHEI. XD
Izzy x3 : K
Izzy x3 : E
Izzy x3 : I
Izzy x3 : T
Izzy x3 : A
Izzy x3 : !
Izzy x3 :
transculence: R- Y- O- H- E- I!
Izzy x3 : Nuuu!
Izzy x3 : KEITA!!
transculence: RYOHEI.
transculence: XD
Izzy x3 : KEITA.
transculence: RYOHEI. XD
Izzy x3 : Omg. We are nuts.
Izzy x3 : ;;;;
Izzy x3 : We're crazy fangirls.
Izzy x3 : XDDDDD
transculence: Yes. XD

( Create your own You-Know-I'm-Obsessed-when list. )
- Come up with 10 or more things to know when you're obsessed.
- Post in journal.

1.) Three words: Taiyo, Shoon & Ryohei.
2.) When all I talk about is Taiyo, Shoon and Ryohei.
3.) I know every single detailed or non-detailed thing about them.
4.) When their songs in my hard drive are over 400+MB.
5.) I constantly ask for their mp3s.
6.) I send a bazillion files to you just so you can be converted.
7.) I say I'll marry them.
8.) I talk to them even if they're not there. Thinking it can be reached from their dreams.
9.) Threatening people who try to steal them.
10.) Say I'm the only girl with their last name. XD
11.) My Y!M pictures are made of their pictures.
12.) I buy their CDs very much.
13.) Your mission as a fangirl will be proposing to them.
14.) Hearing their name, I say "My life is happy now".
15.) I say they are God-sent-from-heaven creatures.
16.) When I argue who's better. XD
17.) I imagine I'm in front of them.
18.) I say that I am their ( super lover ). XD
19.) Start hating porn magazines because they're bad influence for them.
20.) I wish they were here. XD
21.) I make constant layouts of them.
22.) I get titles from their songs.
23.) I loop songs and PVs over and over again.
24.) I wish I was their photographer.
25.) I collect shirtless pics of them. XD

Transculence is me, obviously. XD I need a new username.

( Edit ). I finished nefariousheart's layout. :D Now I am waiting for emeraldz to gimme a pic to torture with. XD Oh, and you can view the test layouts in meiq. XD

( IMPORTANT NOTICE ) since LJ is being mental nowadays, I just want to say that furukei, deseaa, quruli your journals are not appearing quite well. o_o And my friends page is going nuts on me, too. o_o;

So... I comment by er, friends page that's being nuts.

If you're like that, so be it.

Wed, 11 May 2005 07:33:57 GMT

Um, don't mind the ( entry title ). Because everything is driving me nuts to be able to focus properly. I feel absolutely depressed for the past few days, I feel like I've taken in drugs or something.

I feel like I've done something wrong to the people of the world, but hey, whatever it is, sorry for that.

That doesn't make me feel better, and that didn't make sense. Listening to music doesn't even make sense to me... at all.

I wonder what can make me feel better.

But before that, I must ask: What is it that makes me feel bad? I don't know, actually.

Someone please tell me if there's anything wrong.

- Note: Here are some journals that aren't working on my computer right now... sorry if I'm not commenting.

moi27. sweet_chii. myuki_chan. deseaa.

Sorry again. Will be opening fantasyrush, just a small Mp3 rotation I will co-own with nefariousheart. No smileys today, sorry. Nothing makes me smile today.

Taiyo being tickled by Kei is the loveliest thing I have ever seen. One of them. ♥

7AIR - Kowarenai Ai Ga Hoshiino
Amuro Namie - Alarm
Amuro Namie - All For You
Amuro Namie - As Good As
Amuro Namie - Body Feels Exit
Amuro Namie - Can you Celebrate
Amuro Namie - Come
Amuro Namie - Did U
Amuro Namie - Don't Lie To Me
Amuro Name - Four Seasons
Amuro Namie - Girl Talk
Amuro Namie - Handle Me
Amuro Namie - Handle Me ( Instrumental )
Amuro Namie - I Have Never Seen ( Single Mix )
Amuro Namie - I Will
Amuro Namie - Lovebite
Amuro Namie ft. Verbal - Lovin' It
Amuro Namie - Namie's Style
Amuro Namie - Put 'Em Up
Amuro Namie - So Crazy
Amuro Namie - The Speed Star
Amuro Namie - Want Me, Want Me
Amuro Namie - Want Me, Want Me ( Instrumental )
Amuro Namie - Wishing On The Same Star
Amuro Namie ft. AI - Uh, Uh
Ayumi Hamasaki - INSPIRE
Barbie's Cradle - Limang Dipang Tao
Byul - I Think I
Ciara - 1, 2 Step
DDR - JS-16 - Stomp to My Beat
Freaky Friday Soundtrack - Christina Vidal - Take Me Away
Freaky Friday Soundtrack - Lindsay Lohan - Ultimate
Heartsdales ft. Ryohei Yamamoto - Oh Girl
Hayami Kishimoto - Aisuru Kimi Ga Soba ni Ireba [GIZA POPS NIGHT]
Hayami Kishimoto - Air Mail
Hayami Kishimoto - Aisuru Kimi Ga Soba ni Ireba
Hayami Kishimoto - Aitakute
Hayami Kishimoto - Cloudy
Hayami Kishimoto - Dessert Days
Hayami Kishimoto - Dessert Days ( Instrumental )
Hayami Kishimoto - Domino
Hayami Kishimoto - Feint
Hayami Kishimoto - For You From Me
Hayami Kishimoto - Girls Just Wanna Have Fun [GIZA POPS NIGHT]
Hayami Kishimoto - It's So Easy
Hayami Kishimoto - Kamawanai De
Hayami Kishimoto - Kaze ni Mukai Aruku You Ni
Hayami Kishimoto - Kaze ni Mukai Aruku You Ni ~883's Trapped Mix~
Hayami Kishimoto - Kimi no Dake Love Song
Hayami Kishimoto - Kioku
Hayami Kishimoto - Konya Wa Kiranai
Hayami Kishimoto - Mei*Q?!--Meikyuu--MAKE*YOU
Hayami Kishimoto - Mei*Q?!--Meikyuu--MAKE*YOU ~883's Upper's Mix~
Hayami Kishimoto - Mienai Story
Hayami Kishimoto - Non-Fiction Game
Hayami Kishimoto - Open Your Heart
Hayami Kishimoto - Reigning Star
Hayami Kishimoto - So Many Nights
Hayami Kishimoto - Soda Pop
Hayami Kishimoto - Suteki na Yume Miyoune
Hayami Kishimoto - Suteki na Yume Miyoune ( Instrumental )
Hayami Kishimoto - Yes or No
Hayami Kishimoto - Yume Real
Kuraki Mai - Happy Days
Linkin Park ft. X-ecutioners - It's Going Down
Maaya Sakamoto - 24
Masami Okui - Kiss in The Dark ( Eretzvaju VERSION )
Masami Okui - Kiss in The Dark
Parokya ni Edgar - Saan Man Patungo
Powerpuff Girls - Love Makes the World Go Round
Rina Aiuchi - Ai Ga Mie Tayo
Rina Aiuchi - Akaku Atsui Kodou
Rina Aiuchi - Akaku Atsui Kodou ( Instrumental )
Rina Aiuchi - Akaku Atsui Kodou ( TV Version )
Rina Aiuchi - Fantasy Rush
Rina Aiuchi - Be Happy
Riingo Shiina - I Wanna Be Loved By You
Riingo Shiina ft. Utada - I Won't Last a Day Without You
School of Rock - School of Rock
School of Rock - Long Way to the Top
Simple Plan - I'm Just a Kid
Simple Plan - Shut Up
Soul Edge - Edge of Soul
Spongebob - Goofy Goober Rock
Tsukiko Amano - Chou
Tsukiko Amano - Shou
Tsukiko Amano - Hisui
Tsukiko Amano - Hone ( Ai no Bajon )
Tsukiko Amano - Camellia ( Ai no Bajon )
Tsukiko Amano - ID
Tsukiko Amano - Idea
Tsukiko Amano - Dandelion
Tsukiko Amano - Gin Neko
Tsukiko Amano - Hitsuji
Tsukiko Amano - Kuremachisu
Tsukiko Amano - Nichiyoubi
Tsukiko Amano - Ningyou ( Meg Mix )
Tsukiko Amano - Pigeon
Tsukiko Amano - Raiton
Tsukiko Amano - Tokeidai no Kane
Tsukiko Amano - TOM PUNKS
Tsukiko Amano - Same
Tsukiko Amano - Kame
Tsukiko Amano - Aomurasaki
Tsukiko Amano - B.G ~Black Guitar+Berry Garden~
Tsukiko Amano - Bodaiju
Tsukiko Amano - Butter Fingers
Tsukiko Amano - Camellia
Tsukiko Amano - Hakoniwa ( Sharon Mix )
Tsukiko Amano - HONEY?
Tsukiko Amano - Robin
Tsukiko Amano - Sniper
Tsukiko Amano - Treasure
Tsukiko Amano - Hone
Tsukiko Amano - Karatachi
Tsukiko Amano - Koi
Tsukiko Amano - Niji
Tsukiko Amano - Ryu
Tsukiko Amano - Ten
Tsukiko Amano - Tsurugi
Tsukiko Amano - Wadachi
Tsukiko Amano - Tsuki
Tsukiko Amano - Taiyou
Tsukiko Amano - BOGGY!
Tsukiko Amano - G.B ~Go Rudenbani~ ( KOE KAWARI RIDERS MIX )
Tsukiko Amano - Kame ~In Raunji~
Tsukiko Amano - Kyodai Kemono
Tsukiko Amano - Missle
Tsukiko Amano - Ningyo
Tsukiko Amano - Pleasure ~Angel Type~
Tsukiko Amano - Shou ~HAN NAMA~
Tsukiko Amano - Spider ( Riders Mix )
Tsukiko Amano - Steroid
Twins - 18 Changes
W-inds - Long Road
W-inds - Love is Message
Ya-Ya-Yah - Just Wanna Lovin' You
Ya-Ya-Yah - Maybe Your Love
Ya-Ya-Yah - Singin' For You
Ya-Ya-Yah - Sekai ga Hitotsu ni Narumade
Ya-Ya-Yah - [Jimmy Mackey Medley]
Ya-Ya-Yah - [USJ Medley]
Ya-Ya-Yah - [Ikuta Kazama + Hasegawa + Koikokoro Medley]
Ya-Ya-Yah - Yuuki 100%
(Anime) Astroboy - Now Or Never
(Anime) Bleach - Asterisk
(Anime) Boys Be - Daijobu
(Anime) Boys Be - Minna Ga Iine
(Anime) Boys Be - Winter II
(Anime) CCS - Tobira wo Akete
(Anime) Chuuka Ichiban - Aoi Sora no Deata
(Anime) Chuuka Ichiban - Mineral
(Anime) Eden's Bowy - Akai Hana
(Anime) El Hazard - 13 Gatsu no Kakumei
(Anime) Fancy Lala - Kuchibiru ni Negai o Komete
(Anime) Flame of Recca - Love is Changing
(Anime) Flame of Recca - Nanka Shiawase
(Anime) Flame or Recca - Zutto Kimi No Soba De
(Anime) Gakkou no Kaidan - Grow Up
(Anime) Galaxy Angel - Galaxy Bang Bang
(Anime) Galaxy Angel - Horoscope Rhapsody
(Anime) Gate Keepers - Asu no Egao no Tameni
(Anime) Gate Keepers - Kyou Kara Ashitae
(Anime) Gensomaden Saiyuki - Alone
(Anime) Gensomaden Saiyuki - Tightrope
(Anime) Gensomaden Saiyuki - Still Time
(Anime) GTO - Driver's High
(Anime) GTO - Hitori no Yoru
(Anime) GTO - Last Piece
(Anime) Inu Yasha - Fukai Mori
(Anime) Midori no Hibi - Mou Sukoshi
(Anime) Naruto - GO!!!
(Anime) Naruto - Harmonia
(Anime) Naruto - Haruka Kanata
(Anime) Naruto - ALIVE
(Anime) Naruto - Ryuusei
(Anime) Pokemon - Don't Say You Love
(Anime) Prince of Tennis - Wonderful Days
(Anime) Rurouni Kenshin - 1/3 no Junjou na Kanjou
(Anime) Rurouni Kenshin - Namida wa Shitteiru
(Anime) Rurouni Kenshin - Sobakasu
(Anime) Saber Marionette J - I'll Be There
(Anime) Starship Yoko Yamamoto - Tenshi No Kyuusoku
(Anime) Ultra Maniac - Kagami no Naka
(Anime) You're Under Arrest - Love Somebody
(Anime) YuYu Hakusho - Hohoemi no Bakudan

May 9 - Twinkletres!!! <3333

Mon, 09 May 2005 07:19:23 GMT

nyurotik_onna & nefariousheart: This post is for you. :3 ♥

Wow... this day is like the day we started being friends. XD Before we only talked through Shout Box, and because of my very slow internet connection called ISP Bonanza, we only talked at least thrice in a week. Hmm.

I met them through her, because I'm such a dumbo and I didn't know instant messengers existed. X_x;

So yeah, we talked through each other's Shout Box, because my computer was such a retarded one and it kept making these dumb errors saying that my, "KERNELL32.DLL" thing is broken. I don't even know what that was. :P

Yeah, so we talked on Shoutbox for quite awhile, and I was webdesigning noobie-ish.

On June, this is when I knew messengers existed. <3 And of course the first person who IMed was nefariousheart, then nyurotik_onna. :3 Of course, I was freaked out honestly. Because I was, WTF~ WHO WAS TALKING TO ME?! Then yeah, they introduced themselves. :3!

And I wasn't freaked out anymore.

Because I knew who they were! :D! This is where the insanity started.

And you're viewing that insanity now. :)

Blah, I'm out of words. To view the longest and most details, click here, here and here.

Jeebus, I'm embarassed. Will make a new layout for yume_real. :3

Recent discoveries. XD

Sun, 08 May 2005 02:10:15 GMT

Link if it's not working. :D Done in Adobe Photoshop.

Edit later. :D I'm trying to draw Hayami. And fangirl about Ryohei Chiba, Inoo Kei, Shoon Yamashita, Taiyo Ayukawa...

The usual people.

I think I should stop.

Fri, 06 May 2005 10:32:53 GMT

I think I should stop hating him. Because if I try to hate him, I think back: without him, I wouldn't be here. I wouldn't be enjoying life, and stuff. Maybe I hate him because he insults me too much, he's too overprotective, etc - come to think of it, someone actually teaching you some discipline.

Because one day, something bad might happen. And before you know it, it's too late. One day, if he dies, I'll have regret. And if he dies, I might have to wait a pretty long time before I can actually see him again... right?

Even if he's kinda overprotective, like he won't really go out by myself, he's doing it because he wants me to live.

... and that's good, actually. Maybe I'm not yet really old enough to go out by myself. Maybe when I'm 18, or somewhere in my senior years, I'll be able to go out by myself. I just need to wait. One day, I'll get to go out by myself. :D Or do stuff that's illegal to my age - like drive, vote, etc. XD

I'm only 13 turning 14. I don't know whatever might happen in the future. But surely, my parents will help me. :D

It's time to put rebelling aside, and think of the disadvantages as advantages. I will stop hating my mom and dad, because it's no use hating them. Especially my dad. He can get a bit annoying sometimes, but I should try to understand he's doing it for the sake of me. I mean, I can't really say, "I know what's right for me! I'm 13 now!" Bleh. So childish. A 13 year old couldn't really figure out what's right for him/her, right?

I guess I should let my parents decide what's good for me. FOR NOW. For this time in my life. Maybe somewhere when I get a bit older, when I can decide what's good for me, that's when I'll start acting independent. :)

Am I boring you? Sorry. XD

Look it's Rina Aiuchi on the billboard. XD

Wed, 04 May 2005 10:41:14 GMT

Billboard = LAYOUT HEADER. 8D

So here's the story. I have relatives in Japan, so I actually brought them a long list of requests. Actually, I didn't give them a list - I just tell them. XD So yeah! They called awhile ago, and I said to bring me Amano Tsukiko's DVD set, and guess what they gave me?

Rina Aiuchi's Playgirl and Akaku Atsui Kodou. o_o

Actually, I wasn't sure if they heard it right or they couldn't find it, but... XD I gave it a try, anyway. Whoah, Rina is hot. <3 She's seriously smexxy. Oh wait, I have a 22 waistline too. Like her. o_O

But seriously, she's tall and smexxeh. <333

And her new single came out today - Akaku Atsui Kodou. XD My relatives gave it to me, and wowee. It's cool. <3 Harharhar. I'm still looking forward to getting that Amano DVD set, though. And the JUiCY album + DVD of Hayami - the only thing I'm missing for my Hayami collection.

nyurotik_onna damm joo. T_T You'll be getting the JUiCY album + DVD. *goes nuts*.

Before I leave, download this because Chinese music is pretty good, too. <3

So you'll know who I am...

Wed, 04 May 2005 06:23:09 GMT

Name, birthdate, age, etc. 411.
My name is Bea, and my name is not the joint of another (it's not Beatrice/Beatrix). I am currently 13 years old, and no, that's not legal. I'm a Filipina, which means I come from Philippines. I was born on December, but I'm not telling the date. :P Haha.

In depth-ness.
Some people actually think I'm mean, because I talk behind people's backs. I do it as a way of taking anger out. If I had talked behind your back, it actually means you had done something I think was wrong. What else? Hmm. I'm pretty nice to everyone, especially my online friends. I try my best not to talk about them negatively, because I know no one wants to be talked about negatively, right? :) I also try my very best to accept everyone's friendship.

If I look up to you, it means you're whoah, really good. Even better than me at almost everything. :)

I try my best to be original, but if you copy me, that's fine. It's not like anyone cares who's the original, anyway. :]

Favorites-nit-lala.
I absolutely love J-music. I can't help it. Even if I don't understand it, I adore it. You know that feeling? XD I doubt anyone loves Amano Tsukiko as much as I do. Even though she doesn't have the "hip" music and image, there's something about her music that makes it even hard to sort where her music is. Some say it's indy, but I say it's rock-ish. ^^ I'm her number 1 fan. HAHA. Just joking. XD

No really, I think I am. XD

To be continued. o_o Hungry.

Gafgh. T___T;

Mon, 02 May 2005 06:49:19 GMT

People of the world, stop teasing me about my 22 waistline! XD

Nothing interesting today, sorry. o.O Unless you want to know why random people at school talk to me even without reason... ._.

Hey, I thought only popular girls are the ones who's like that.

And I'm not popular. T__T;

Gaharharhar. XD

Shoon singing in a high pitched voice = ♥♥♥ EEEEE~ :D

It's May 1 already?

Sat, 30 Apr 2005 16:36:44 GMT

Wow, it's May 1 already. o_o 1 more month and it's term break again~ JOOOOY.

Okay, to those who live in Philippines, don't listen to me because next month is school for joo.

OKAY I SHOULD REALLY SHUT UP. =X

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So yeah, about the flamer-thing. T__T Whoever sent those flamers is going to pay for it. For insulting my friends and me. They made me feel guilty.

They're going to be miserable, I know it's bad for revenge, but... I guess if I don't flame them, it won't stop. Help me? THANKYOUSOMUCHLOOVE.

Harharhar. XD

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Oooh. One Piece is showing here~ :D Astig. XD And all of my friends remain in my friends list or custom friends group. ^__^

BIIIIIG EDIT: ... okay, not so big. Sooo... those flamers can still read this, eeeeee. *short-fused boink* So... guess I have to change journals again! T___T; *whamwhamwham* I'm going to add everyone in that account, but you have to tell me if you're going to add me back! =]

Big, small. XD

Never mind, I'm keeping this. =D

I didn't really think it would come to this, but. FRIENDS ONLY.

Sat, 30 Apr 2005 11:01:11 GMT

UPLIFTED ON: May 3, 2005 -- :D

FRIENDS ONLY

Inform (comment) or add me first. Your pick. :] I might add you back.

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Those who flamed me, I don't know why you're here, but you might as well as fuck off and leave my journal alone. Don't even bother adding me to your pointless IM conversations because I know what you all say.

You all say: I don't have friends; I'm a bitch; I'm a loser; I'm not smart, etc. I've never done anything to you bitches and you flame me for fun. FUN MY ASS. It's not funny at all so can you stop it?!

And if ever it was Da moi27 or Angeli kureshi, look, I said I was fucking sorry. And if you have your army of skanks flaming me, then tell them to stop bitching and butting in our fights.

And stop being melondramatics, will you? T__T If you want to insult me, don't send an army to do it; TALK TO ME FACE TO FACE. Well, IM to IM. Unless you're a coward, don't talk to me, then! T__T

To those flamers, don't even think about discussing this matter and how truly bitchy I am. I am going to flame you back this time, (to the flamers) I SWEAR TO GOD IF YOU FLAME ME I WILL KNOCK THE HELL OUT OF YOUR BITCHY HEADS. And I have friends, thank you!

And no, I am not mad at moi27 or kureshi. :3 I am mad at those who flamed them and me, because they butted in. MIND YOUR OWN BUISSNESS, FLAMERS.

To those who flamed: Don't ever use Angeli and Dawyl's names again because I swear I'm going to make your online life miserable. VERY miserable.

To those who were blaming Angeli and Dawyl, stop now. It's no use blaming them.

Saying goodbye...

Sat, 30 Apr 2005 01:21:32 GMT

For awhile. ^__^

Will be missing you guys.

If ever you're siao_alchemist@hotmail.com or whoever your friends are, if I have done something to you, I'm sorry.

I never really meant to do those things, I guess I just leaped before I thought. Sorry. Don't give me insulting comments like, "For the first time in history she said sorry!" because I swear I will flame you.

Bye guys! ♥♥♥ I'm going to miss you so much... :)

- Bea

[edit] I sprained my pinkie. o.o [/edit]

Two words: Shut up.

Thu, 28 Apr 2005 09:03:16 GMT

RANTS: Jeez, get a life, dad. T__T Sorry about that, but really. He needs to.

Don't tell me who I should be. Don't try to tell what I should do. I am not old enough to be legal, but I think I know what the basics of life are. F-ing hell. I HATE GRR, YOU. YES YOU, DAD.

I'm not old enough, that's true. I should still be told, that's true. BUT WHY ARE YOU MAKING LIFE HARDER FOR ME? There you go, you never ask why; It's all a big lie. Jeez, why did you even bother having me if you're just going to hate me, huh!? Now, you're not only picking on me.

You're now even picking on my mom. God! Dad, you're such a slut.

That's why I'm not answering you back anymore. It's just a waste of voice and opinions. I just wait for the time until you keep quiet. BUT NO. You never shut up, now, dad, do you!?

Geh. I wish you'd just even shut up/keep quiet/keep things to yourself/don't swear/DIE. When I went home from school today, you were already shouting at me. Let me do that to you one time, when I'm already 20. Let me see you burn to a hell hole when you're older. Let me see you be in the hell hole I am in, so you'd know. F-U. T_T

Jeez, before we went to Australia, you weren't like this. Now you're acting like you're all special and retarded. Oh yes, retarded.

Yes, you gave me life. YES, you gave me everything that I wanted. Yes, you gave me happiness. Yes, you gave me whatever I needed to live. Yes, you gave me a home.

But you don't have to take advantage of me.

NEVER. EVVER. Take advantage of me.

I hate you, because you're doing that now. If you can't do anything, don't EVER. EVER take advantage of me.

How was that, huh? T__T

I am on quarterback for girl's football. I don't want to die yet. NOOOO. ;___;

At least I wasn't on center.

Replying to comments later. Gotta take a bath.

First of all... o.O

Wed, 27 Apr 2005 07:18:27 GMT

- History test: Oh gosh. O_O I never knew I'd get the 2nd highest in the whole class. I thought I was the, er, lowest. It was so hard, not to mention I got 52 out of 60.

- New class subjects: OMGEEBUS. T_T This is the worst. Every PE lesson, we have this Tae-kwon-do master, and so we have to do ... knuckle push-ups! Argh. I hate push-ups. No matter what kind. But what I hate most is doing push-ups with your knuckle. Ouch.

- New sport: I'm doing ice skating for the sake of going home early. Hahaha. <3 And of course, it's been awhile since I wanted to do ice skating. ^^

- New friends?: Urgh. There's this friend of mine who's a... er... um, troubled one. She was one of those popular Chinese dudettes and now she's hanging out with a geek like me? What the...? o_O

New term. New things. New problems. New advantages. :)

Buh-bye, term break. T_T

Tue, 26 Apr 2005 05:34:47 GMT

New layout again. The other one had width problems. 8D ^^

Anyway, term break is ending today. Tommorow, it's school. I am afraid of what my History exam results would be... I remember skipping a part that's hard and it's worth 5 points... I'm really nervous. Because my History teacher is effing scary. O_O

Damn, my dad is being annoying again. Not like it's not okay to be angry, but taking it out on us is really annoying. I didn't do anything wrong, and then he starts screaming at me? What the heck? T_T

Gah, I forgot to greet my little brother Happy Birthday. So, Happy Birthday! Belated, at least. :]

E-mail spams are love hate. T_T

Mon, 25 Apr 2005 05:55:56 GMT

E-mail spams. If you were the owner of my gmail account, then you'd be surprised to see lots of them. I get lots from even PayPal, eBay, Amazon, Yahoo verifying messages, Friendster new accounts and etc. o_o But I get most from a claiming site of n1c3.com (which can be a virus, if you visit it!).

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You're plastic.

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 02:45:13 GMT

Why life sucks...

Because term break is almost ending. Which means that I have to f-ing (ef-ing XD) meet the teachers at my school again. F. F. F.

My f-ing "friends" are so annoying AND plastic. Gee. I never knew I hated plastic people until I met them. F. F. F. F.

My life is f-ing miserable.

Okay. I dunno why, I feel miserable. Very miserable. Or rather scared, I don't know at all. OMG. I'm hungry, that's why! =O! I haven't eaten yet! *eats*

Done! XD Now I feel all giddy again~ Aharharhar. >D Sorry guys. Whenever I feel hungry, some words pop into my mind and I don't even know what I'm talking about sometimes. o___o! Hehe. :D

Want Amano downloads? If you're an LJ friend, tell me and I'll give you the special e-mail account with teh Amano goodiness. :D LJ FRIENDS ONLY. And if you're close to me. BAH WHATEVURR. XDDD

I'm still hungry.

Here's a thing. We started out friends.

Sat, 23 Apr 2005 09:31:19 GMT

Yeah, don't mind the title. :P I'm listening to Kelly Clarkson's "Since U Been Gone". Haha. Good English song. XD Anyway...

I want to give a little plug to mahiwaga and leeshai's forum, E*tcetera. I don't really have interests in forums or anything, because I prefer chatrooms. :)

Anyway! XD Naout-of-topic nanaman ako! Haha. Nothing to blog about, actually. But then, I'd really like to say something at my blogmates @ Akaichou. :(

To my blogmates: I'm really sorry because I don't want to blog in Akaichou anymore. :( There are some entries that need to be "Friends-locked" and I can't seem to do that in Akaichou. Not only that, but my FTP seems to be broken all the time...

Hmm... Yeah, that's about it. Plus, I'm too lazy to put skins or anything... XD

Grr, I really don't like it when people are watching me blog, so bye for now. -_- Enjoy the new layout, though.